August 31, 2006

When I question duplicity.

I wonder if it is wrong to secretly want more, while appearing to accept what is.

For example, pretending to be happy at home, while simultaneously plotting ones escape. Or acting happy with a meal, while secretly thinking it is disgusting. Or, appearing to be satisfied with a relationship as it is, while also thinking about how it could be.

Is this duplicitous behavior actually wrong? I hope not. I believe it is just human nature.

I am only human. Even worse, I am a woman.


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jktty at 11:40 a.m.

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